A breath of fresh air? A sermon on Ecclesiastes 11-12

Scripture: Ecclesiastes 11, 12

The end of Ecclesiastes 12 says: Of the making of many books there is no end, and much study wearies the body.” When grad students hear these words, they are both surprised and delighted. When so few people understand the complexity of academia, it’s as if the author of Ecclesiastes actually knows their experience!

Other words in this text also connect with my experiences of campus ministry. Chapter 11 encourages one to try pretty much anything and everything, for as verse 6 says “you do not know which will succeed, whether this or that, or whether both will do equally well.” This seems to describe academic research – and ministry in an academic setting – quite well: So much feels like you’re simply guessing and trying things, not being certain of what will succeed. It is an act of sowing seeds and trusting that God will take care of them.

Much of life remains a mystery. As chapter 11, verse 5 says: “we do not know the path of the wind or how the body is formed in a mother’s womb.” These words were written several thousand years ago, but they remain true today. Even after much studying and research, we still do not really know how bodies are formed. We have learned much over the years about birth and infertility, and yet there are still many people who would love to have children who are not able to – and many people who still die in childbirth.

Problem named in the text

Ecclesiastes speaks to how life is complicated. There is much that we do not understand. And not only is life complicated, it can also be very difficult, as I expect many of us were reminded of as we think of the events of the past days and past year, both what happened in the world and closer to home.

Ecclesiastes 11:8 says, Remember that there will be days of darkness, days when you will not be able to see what is ahead of you, when you will not know the way, and when you will wonder about why you are doing this. Days when you believe that everything is meaningless, and everything to come is meaningless.

The text speaks further about the coming days of trouble at the beginning of chapter 12. These words can be interpreted as speaking of the challenges of old age, when the body breaks down and one is burdened by loss. As old age comes, you become familiar with hospitals, and you attend funerals instead of weddings. It is a season of much loss and sadness. [pause]

And so the author cautions us to make the best of it while we can! The words here speak not only to those who are older, but to all of us. Who has not regretted a failure to make the most of something while it lasted? Who has not experienced loss and hardship? Who has not noticed the rising costs of food and the increasing number of people using food banks? Who does not wonder why and how long, O Lord?

The days of trouble spoken about in Chapter 12, when people are afraid and when life is hard, relate to all of us today.

Everything stinks / is difficult

After speaking about the difficulties of life, the author ends with a grand summary of this section and the whole book, saying that ‘Everything is meaningless.’ (Eccl 12:8)

If you are familiar with the book of Ecclesiastes, you might know that these words “everything is meaningless” are translated in multiple ways: Vanity of vanities. Everything is meaningless. Absurdity. Empty, fleeting, like a breath of the wind.

These words of Ecclesiastes feel very relevant when we consider that Oxford’s 2025 phrase of the year is rage bait, which means “content deliberately designed to provoke outrage.” Too many of the words we are exposed to are worse than empty, and instead is content whose primary purpose is to fuel our anger. It is hard not to despair or to stop listening or even trying.

These words of Ecclesiastes are thus deeply honest and powerful in naming things as they are – that sometimes it feels like everything is meaningless, that our lives and our words are fleeting like a breath of wind.

The strong nature imagery in this text makes me think of climate change and how this is an obvious example of how fleeting everything is.

I name it especially because those of us who are older might not realize how much climate change is a source of despair for this next generation.

Many people in their twenties and even thirties, including in the church, wonder why one would ever bring children into this world when the environment is only getting worse. Adding to their sense of doom about the future is the challenge of having enough money to pay rent, buy food, and find a job that doesn’t drain all their energy.

And no matter how hard we try, even if things might be getting better for some of us some of the time, too often things feel like they’re getting worse for many. It is hard not to despair.

My focus thus far has been on young adults because this is the group that I work with – yet despair and questions are not limited only to their generation. Everyone’s life can take an unexpected turn: whether that is illness or the death of someone we care about, or whether that be a need to start over in a new place. Newcomers to Canada will especially understand the struggle to have enough to live on and find a job that uses your education and skills and pays enough to live on – and this is without naming the delays and challenges involved in attaining permanent residency here.

How long, O Lord? After naming how hard everything is, what then? What wisdom does the Bible have for us?

Society seems to celebrate despair or encourage a don’t care attitude of simply doing whatever you want! Even Ecclesiastes seems to suggest this. Ecclesiastes 8:15 actually says: ‘eat, drink, and be merry.’ Or else we read that everything is meaningless.

How does this relate to the rest of the Bible and the hope that we have in is Christ?

The answer – but wrong?

After concluding that ‘everything is meaningless,” Ecclesiastes 12 ends with Now all has been heard; here is the conclusion of the matter: Fear God and keep his commandments, for this is the duty of all humankind. For God will bring every deed into judgment.

Fear God and keep God’s commandments are words that don’t entirely seem to fit with the rest of the text we read today. These words feel like the answer that a parent gives when they don’t want to give a more honest and complicated answer. Just believe what I say already.

Or it sounds like something said in a Bible study when the questions get too complicated and people are starting to get uncomfortable. And so someone wraps up the conversation with ‘well, God’s in charge, so everything must be okay, right?

But everything being okay is exactly the opposite of what the text has been saying. Everything is not okay. Everything is a mess.

When things are difficult and it is hard to hope that things will be better, it isn’t clear how fearing God and following God’s commands fit in. How does fearing God – and even God’s promised judgement named in 11:9 – provide hope for our everyday lives?

Grace in the text

What is beautiful and hopeful in the book of Ecclesiastes is how it gives us an example of what it looks like to be honest about reality as we experience it. And even if our experiences might be different, different from each other or different from the author of the book of Ecclesiastes, it can be comforting to hear others acknowledge how life is often hard and disappointing.

Ironically enough, we can sometimes ignore how ugly things are, as if we are trying to plug our noses against a smell. We can do our best to close our doors to the suffering of the world around us, and try to forget that the difficulties and smell around us includes and affects us. It doesn’t help that our efforts towards justice don’t seem to make the smell go away any.

Ecclesiastes provides the grace of reminding us that we do not have to ignore the smell. We are never going to succeed in being the nice people that we often pretend to be so that we fit into society. We are not only the lovely pictures that we sent in our Christmas cards or posted on Facebook and Instagram. And on our own, we are never going to be able to fix what is broken in the world, no matter how hard we try.

Instead, God is inviting us to stop pretending that everything is fine and that make and do things right. We do not need to enter this new year with false hope or burden ourselves with our efforts to become better people.

Instead, we can turn to God. We can invite God into the messiness of our lives and God will not turn away in disgust at our inevitable failures, but will meet us there in our frailties and even mistakes. In turning to God, we remember that God cares and will bring about justice.

God is inviting us to this even if we have loved God our whole lives and may feel we are getting old and feeble like the description in the text.

God is inviting us to this even if we are still learning about who this God of the Bible is, or even if we are new to the church.

We are invited to come to God in the honest difficulties of life and trust that God’s grace and love and justice is enough for ourselves and those around us. The Holy Spirit is present with us in the middle of all that we’ve gone through this past year and whatever this new year might bring, whatever that might look like.

The image of a cut being washed clean can be helpful for describing how God is present with us in the middle of all the messiness of life. When we get a significant cut or wound, we don’t ignore it. Instead, we wash it out as best we can and then we bandage it up. If it starts to smell because it’s been infected, we don’t pour perfume over it to make it smell better but instead we seek professional help.

When we wash a wound clean, it doesn’t make the wound better nor does it guarantee that we won’t get hurt again. Instead, the cleaning of the wound makes it possible to heal. In the same way God doesn’t take away the difficulties of life, even as God’s grace and forgiveness cleans us and washes away most of the stink. It doesn’t mean that we won’t get hurt again or that we won’t sin again nor does it give us superpowers. The cleansing creates space for us to trust in God’s power. Trust God is present and healing in the middle of the problems in ourselves and in the world.

God is present and healing us. God is working in and through the world today.

Grace through reading text through whole Bible

God’s presence does not pretend that everything is okay in our own lives or the world around us, but instead is the presence of God who became human. Jesus even experienced the indignity and messiness that is part of death.

God understands intimately the difficulties of life, and God is present with us in that. That is the hope of the text, and the hope that is found in the final words of the text.

Cal Seerveld who taught at ICS and was a member of my local church, expands on what that hope looks like in his book on Ecclesiastes: “Ecclesiastes, like the rest of the Bible, though it details the groaning of us creatures (Romans 8:18-39), is primarily about the great deeds of God. That’s why one should grasp the final words of the book, not as a dogmatic command, but as a thankful cheer: Stand in awe of God and keep God’s commandments!

The commands of God are not one more thing that we need to do and inevitably fail at. Instead the commandments of God, things like studying the Bible, coming to church, loving our neighbour, working for justice, and praying – these are ways for us to open ourselves to the Spirit and pay attention to where God is coming in like a breath of fresh air.

And so the text concludes that Yes, everything is meaningless, and yes, God is present. Not only is God present, God is in control, caring about evil and sin and those who have been harmed, a God of justice who promises to restore and heal those who have been hurt.

In the middle of the challenges of life and the questions we have, Ecclesiastes gives us language to be honest about how hard and absurd life feels. It points us to our desperate need for God. And it reminds of how radical the hope we have in Christ really is. This hope is built on Christ’s coming to earth, to dwell among humans, to suffer, and ultimately to conquer death. This hope proclaims that the Spirit is present among us, working in the world today, like a breath of fresh air.

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. Amen.

The above sermon was preached by Brenda at CrossPoint CRC in Brampton in January 2026 (and an earlier version of it was preached to several other churches in the region of Toronto prior to that).

Uncertainty of Vocation

While AI raises a lot of questions about vocation, the uncertainty of how it will affect jobs, “can help us shake off some assumptions that hurt us.” Russel Moore clarifies why this is:

“We have thought of vocation as a definite thing. That mindset may even be behind a lot of the angst we have about discerning God’s will for a career. We think once it’s decided, then the map is set, and now we just set out on it. Of course, that was never really true. Vocations never go the way we plan.”

Frederick Buechner famously said, “The place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness and the world’s deep hunger meet.” That’s still true. But the ways and means of joining your gladness to that hunger will change—probably over and over. The unpredictability was always there. Now it’s just recognizable and undisguised.

“You can’t predict with certainty what jobs the world will need in ten years—and you certainly can’t find one and freeze it in place. But the world will still need wisdom and integrity and creativity and care.”

Lenten Resources

Lent often starts in the middle of mid-terms and when the most difficult assignments are due. This year, we mark Lent at a time of global instability and the stripping of rights for many people. The practice of giving something up can seem like an added burden during an anxious or stressful time, but Lent can also be a seaon to try a new spiritual practice like daily prayer or meditation. 

The following are some resources for you this season. Be blessed.

Lenten Lord of the Rings

A reading plan and daily reflection based on reading through the Lord of the Rings over Lent. Good Friday alligns with Frodo’s ascent of Mount Doom. (Free)

Kate Bowler

GCF staff favourite Kate Bowler offers her Lenten devotional through Substack. Sign up through her website. (Free)

Ignatian Workout for Lent

Discover Ignation practices each Monday when Tim Muldoon shares audio reflections and suggestions for prayer and action throughout the week. (Free)

Seeking God’s Face

This “daily office prayer and devotional  posted daily to the Seeking God’s Face blog, takes excerpts from the book of the same name by author Phil Renders, who recently spoke at GCF about his work with the Habitus Community. (Blog – free; Book – paid) 

Life Stories (Madeline L’Engle)

This downloadable resource from the SALT project is a 40 day devotional featuring biblical passages alongside excerpts of her memoir Circle of quiet. (Paid)

Wild Paths of Peace 

This free resource from Alongside Hope (An Anglican organization) can come as a daily email or you can download the entire resources as a pdf. (Free)

Lectio 365: Desert Fathers and Mothers

Lectio 365 is a free daily prayer app. The Lent 2026 morning prayers are inspired by the Desert Fathers and Mothers, entering into themes of discipleship, spiritual rhythms, and practices. (Free)

Meditations from Sister Monica Clare

These daily Lenten meditations come straight to your inbox from Sister Monica Clare, an unlikely tik tok star and Episcopal nun. These meditations will inspire you to build “Holy Habits” as you reflect on the themes of lent. (Free)

Pub Theology as an opportunity to explore

We’ve been hosting a variation of pub theology (or Spiritualitea or Divine Discourse or now Soup for Thought) in Toronto for several years now (and several more before that at Michigan State). It’s an opportunity for people to talk about how faith and spirituality interact with current events and topics of interest (e.g., sexuality, racism, politics, technology, etc.). Pub theology is a place to learn how to listen to each other and make space for people who see the world differently from me. Its intent is not to convince people of the Christian position but instead to facilitate people learning from each other, being both encouraged and challenged that there is more than one way that Christians (and others) have approached difficult topics. 

Pub theology has also been a place where people who are exploring Christianity can join us, and we’ve been delighted by how God has brought different people from different backgrounds to our conversations. People are free both to lament negative encounters with Christians and to ask pointed questions about what believing in God looks like. It is meant also to be a safe place to have one’s own views about Christianity and the Bible be refined.

Bryan Berghoef, who originally started pub theology, wrote an article about how pub theology might seem like a waste of time. After all, what real good does sitting in pub talking to other people really do? But Berghoef suggests that:

“One might be tempted to ignore or skip such a practice [of pub theology] in favor of ‘doing more’. But when I skip it, I miss out. I miss out on learning from people with experiences and perspectives that are vastly different from my own. I miss out on constructive dialogue on issues we all face together. When I am tempted to abandon the practice, I remember that for some folks, this is a first step toward re-engaging their spiritual side, or their first chance to speak honestly about their doubts, and is perhaps their only opportunity for deep, constructive dialogue and reflective thinking. . .

So is pub theology just talk? Yes. And no. It is deep relationships. It is barriers coming down. It is stereotypes being proven wrong. It is new friendships occurring. It is lines being crossed. It is deep thinking about the issues we all face as humanity, being discussed from varying perspectives. It is a movement to deeper understanding, where new possibilities are opened up.

”Bryan Berghoef, “Pub Theology is a Waste of Time.” (January 2014)

originally posted as Pub Theology as an opportunity to explore | Campus Edge Graduate Christian Fellowship

Advice for those striving to be Christian scholars

Nicholas Wolterstorff’s article with advice to those who would be Christian scholars speaks of the inherent challenge of critiquing the university while also loving and embracing it. He starts by speaking of three postures people have in relation to the university:

1. “Some assume that what goes on in the contemporary university is pretty much OK as it is, and they look for ways of supplementing that with some distinctly Christian thought and activity.”

2. “Some believe that what goes on in the contemporary university is pretty much OK. . . they find tension between Christianity as they understand it, and what goes on in the university; so they propose revising Christianity until the tension disappears. Often this takes the form of what I call a “band wagon approach.”

3. Some “Christians, usually outside the university, who are content to lob grenades at the contemporary university. The university, they say, is godless, aggressively secular, reductionist, relativist, liberal, post-modern, captive to political correctness – you name it.”

Wolterstorff recognizes that each of these positions has a part of the truth but is ultimately lacking. He advocates instead for a different way of looking at what it means to be a Christian school, arguing that “the project of being a Christian scholar is the project of thinking with a Christian mind and speaking with a Christian voice within your chosen discipline and within the academy more generally.” I encourage you to read his articulation of what this looks like in practice.

originally published Advice for those striving to be Christian scholars | Campus Edge Graduate Christian Fellowship

Thoughts on Sabbath

Tonight we are talking about Sabbath at Graduate Christian Fellowship. As preparation, I glanced through MaryAnn McKibben Dana’s book, Sabbath in the Suburbs. I read the book a number of years ago when I first became a parent and found it deeply encouraging. While I love the idea of Sabbath as being restful and contemplative, the reality is that it’s hard to stop from the pressures and realities of the rest of life (and when you do stop, doing nothing or binging feel like the best activities). And practising Sabbath can be hard, whether you are a parent of a small child or a single person. Dana’s book felt like a gift, a recognition that some things are worth trying to (continue to) do, even if/when we can’t do them at the level we think (or feel pressured) to do.

The following are a number of quotes from the book to provide encouragement and fodder for thought, in the hopes that they help you imagine practising Sabbath in your life:

  • Sabbath as a “day of giving up trying to change things;” a day of “not trying to improve oneself: no progress” (15), a day when we have all the time in the world, to be fully present;
  • it is ” a disruption in the liturgy, a break in the rhythm” (28)
  • a day of wonder and delight (even with food); a day “free of obligation and ‘should'” (33)
  • Sabbath hacks:
    • work/errands are sometimes necessary, but doing it differently: slowly and intentionally, unhurried, contemplatively;
    • “find the one most important thing that must be done and to put parentheses around it in order to protect the rest of the day.” (98)
    • “another approach to Sabbath – to go about one’s day as usual, even if that includes work or errands, but to fast from one thing.” (85)
  • It can help to create a list of possible Sabbath activities, including trying something new or novel; such as “pursuing an unfamiliar or nonroutine task” (75)
  • “the Jewish Sabbath emphasizes bringing one’s best self to God… but maybe we also show respect for the Holy in our lives when we bring our real selves, not our clean and made-up ones.” (107) a day to be our authentic selves, without the mask or being ‘on’
  • “Sabbath feels like a dance between the impulse for togetherness and the needs of the individual.” (110) This challenge is different but just as true for those who are single.
  • a day to “help me remember that I’m not God… help me not to be consumed by good work.” (115)
  • “on one day, we should do our utmost to let go of the annoyance and anger – even anger at things we’re justified in being angry at.” (122)
  • a pre-Sabbath prayer: “what has been done has been done, what has not been done has not been done; let it be.” (128) from New Zealand prayer book
  • a day “to make time our friend, not our enemy” (42) of “trying to make time my friend again – a real friend, not the friend I only call when I need something.” (135)
  • “letting one thing go each day is a way of acknowledging that perfection will always be beyond me. It also helps me find a little bit of Sabbath each day.”(135)

Some reflections from Dana on her experience:

  • Dana: “Sabbath seems designed to make life as inconvenient as possible…. Sometimes, I can see a holy purpose iin the inconvenience. Other times, I’m just annoyed.” (83)
  • Dana had thought Sabbath would provide rest so that she could do more, but Sabbath isn’t so we can pack the rest of our week; “Sabbath is making me want to do even less the rest of the time.” (91)
  • “There isn’t ever enough time. Even when we strip away all the inessentials – even when we focus only on the things that are good and nourishing and important for ourselves, our families, and the world – there is still not enough time. But our hope is not in there being enough time but in there being enough grace to muddle through the scarcities or our days.” (150)

The Well also provides several helpful reflections on the Sabbath:

Advice for Grad School

The Well has posted two articles with some advice for those in grad school. They are especially helpful if you’re in a place where you’re wondering about how you might flourish more fully in grad school.

Amy Whisenand challenges us to take care of our bodies, make friends, let go, and celebrate the good. She shares that, while her habit of “exchanging sleep, a healthy diet, and exercise for long hours in the library studying, reading, and writing papers” brought much success in her time as an undergraduate, she realized that if she “wanted to sustain this life of the mind, she needed to take care of herself as a whole person, including her body.” Secondly, her experience has been that that “a wide variety of kinds of friends — collegial friends, hanging out friends, mentors, close friends — greatly increases the quality of the graduate school experience.”

Amy Webster provides similar challenges: make good friends, choose your advisor wisely, bring yourself to your work, and keep the big picture in mind. Keeping the big picture is not only in relation to your work (e.g., “it’s easy to chug along with experiments and analysis without thinking about the big picture”) but also in all of life. She points out that one needs to keep time for non-work things and learn how to

“say no to things that are distracting from your main pursuit. . . Saying no may require a difficult conversation, or it may just be a quick email. (And on that note, learn to write quick, to-the-point emails without over-analyzing them. This is a great life skill.) It is important to prioritize your time for what you consider to be the deep, important work.” 

Both Amy W.s highlight celebrating – celebrating milestones and celebrating all of the good that has happened, both to yourself and others. Practice in celebrating the good also helps you have perspective when you face the difficulties of grad school (e.g., “rejections from jobs or journals, difficult interpersonal dynamics.”) In all of this, “Remember that your worth as a human being is not tied to your graduate school success (a truth even when things are going well).”

originally posted as Advice for grad school (from people who’ve been there) | Campus Edge Graduate Christian Fellowship

The Crisis of International Students in Canada?

“On Friday, November 14, 2025, Global Scholars Canada hosted its 3rd Annual Word & World Symposium entitled “The Crisis of International Students in Canada and Christ’s Call to Peacemaking.” International students make up 30% of Canada’s enrolment in colleges and universities, which has created a complex of crises in Canada, triggering a largely negative response from the Canadian public and significant policy shifts from the Canadian government.”

One question raised was this: are international students a crisis, or do they present Canadians with an opportunity? Specifically, is there an opportunity here to serve, to learn, and to make peace in our troubled world?”

Speakers at the event included:

  • Dr Ruth Hayhoe, “50 years of Student Exchange”
  • Yixin Jiang, “Intensification of Institutional Procedures”
  • Isaac Bekoe, “A Personal Story, coming from Ghana”
  • JesusMiracle Chiadika, “Mental Health and Mental Illness”
  • Dr. Gang Li, “Sojourners Within Your Gates,”
  • Dr Grace Karram, “Off-Campus Supports”

See summaries of the talks, including responses, at The Crisis of International Students in Canada: An Opportunity for Peace in a Troubled World? by Peter J. Schuurman

Advent Resources

Advent Resources for 2025.

Taizé Meditations, Prayers, and Blessings

A collection of songs and prayers in the Taizé style for contemplation throughout Advent.

Seeking God’s Face

A daily, contemplative devotional, rooted in ancient traditions of Divine Office and lectio divina, with daily posts to their website.

Keening for the Dawn:

Weekly Zoom course with Brian J. Walsh

Taught by former chaplain Brian J. Walsh, this weekly course will have teachings about Advent, lament, and song, with opportunities to ask questions in the chat.

The Coming Light: Daily Devotionals

Delivered every day to your inbox, the Advent Reader considers the Hopeful Presence of Jesus in Advent.

Kate Bowler

This year Kate Bowler is providing these free daily devotionals through her Substack. Register at katebowler.com

Trans Advent: Resource from Unbound

Free daily devotionals written and inspired by trans people of faith, from Unbound:Intersections of Faith and Justice.

Advent Conspiracy

Free and paid resources about celebrating Advent and Christmas humbly, beautifully, and generously.

Jan Richardson: Poetry and Blessings

One of Carol’s favourites, Jan Richardson has several books of poetry and blessings for the liturgical year, including Advent and Christmas. See some of her blessings on the GCF Instagram feed every week.

The Gift of Advent

Inspired by the True Gifts of Christmas by Megan Alexander, these free devotionals from Loyola press come to your inbox daily.